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  “Why do all three of you share a room?” he asked, trying to sit up. He lay back down quickly. “This is a really big house.” He was interrupting a disagreement over whether everyone should play pirates or Monopoly. The advocate of the board game was Henrietta; of pirates, Anastasia. Penelope lay on the top bunk, unaffected, fully aware that she was the swing vote but ignoring the whole discussion. She was reading something.

  “It is,” Penelope said, putting down her book. “There is another room on the first floor, but it’s Mom’s sewing room. And it’s where Dad keeps the television. I wonder if he would let us watch it tonight?”

  “There are three bedrooms on this floor,” Anastasia said. She was sitting on the top bunk by Penny’s feet. “Mom and Dad’s, this one, and…”

  “Grandfather’s,” Henrietta finished. She looked in Henry’s eyes. “He’s dead.”

  “Really?” Henry asked. “I thought—” He stopped suddenly. He’d known his grandfather had died. He remembered his mother calling him at school. But he was remembering something else, too. Except that he couldn’t. Not quite. He could only remember that he was forgetting something. His cousins were looking at him. He blinked.

  “Yeah,” he said. His face felt hot. “I knew that.”

  “Grandfather’s is the best,” Penelope continued. Anastasia and Henrietta both tried to cut in, but Penelope just spoke louder. “It’s got a huge bed, because he was so tall, and the two windows right on the front of the house. Mom and Dad will take it once they get it unlocked. Dad lost the key. He thinks it’s on his desk somewhere.”

  “And he won’t call the locksmith even though Mom wants him to,” Henrietta added. “Says he’s a sneak, and he’ll fix it himself.”

  “The windows won’t open, either,” Penelope said.

  “And there’s the attic,” Anastasia said. “Where you live. You get the whole thing. Mom says we can’t play up there anymore unless we ask.”

  “Shhh,” Penelope said.

  “Who locked Grandfather’s room?” Henry asked.

  “Mom thinks it isn’t locked, just broken,” Penelope said. The other girls nodded. “Dad says old doors do funny things.”

  “How long has it been broken?”

  “Since Grandfather died,” Penelope said. “Two years ago.”

  “It’s been locked for two years?” Henry asked.

  Penelope nodded.

  “And no one has been in there since?” Henry climbed to his feet. He opened the girls’ door and stepped onto the landing. “That’s the one, right?” He was whispering.

  “Yeah,” Henrietta said.

  Henry walked slowly down the landing, past Frank and Dotty’s room, and past the bathroom. The girls, all silent, watched him. The door to Grandfather’s room looked old but normal enough. The stained brass handle drooped. Henry put out his hand, then stopped. His eyes weren’t focused on what was in front of him. They were straining at an image in his head. A short old man. Was he purple? Dressed in purple? In a purple dress? A short old man in a purple robe was watching him play baseball.

  “See? Watch.” Henry jumped at Henrietta’s voice in his ear. She jiggled the handle. “Now c’mon. Let’s go do something.”

  “I don’t want to play Monopoly or pirates,” Anastasia said.

  “Fine,” Penelope said. “Hopscotch Cannibals. I’ll even play with you kids for a bit.” She looked at Henry.

  “They do it in the barn.”

  “Like you’re so old,” Anastasia said. She turned to Henry. “She invented Hopscotch Cannibals.”

  Penelope started down the stairs. “When I was little,” she said.

  “Were you little last summer?” Henrietta asked.

  The three girls disappeared as they descended. For a moment, Henry stood looking at Grandfather’s door.

  “Henry?” Anastasia yelled. And Henry followed them.

  Henry tried to play. And while he enjoyed being up in the barn and jumping around and watching the dust fly, the game was a little embarrassing. He was not above make-believe, he just usually did it by himself in his room.

  So Henry left the girls, descended the ladder, and wandered over to the house and inside. He borrowed a tattered old book from Uncle Frank titled Up Periscope and climbed the flights of stairs to his room in the attic, glancing at Grandfather’s room as he went. The sun was not long down, and he sat on his bed looking out his doors, across the length of the attic, and out the round window at a few of the flickering, halfhearted, or malfunctioning streetlights in Henry, Kansas. After a while, he shut his doors, leaned back on his bed wondering what sort of book Frank had given him, and fell asleep with his light on.

  Henry jerked awake and squinted in the light. At first, he wasn’t sure why he was awake. He didn’t need to use the bathroom, his arms weren’t asleep, and he wasn’t hungry. He couldn’t have been sleeping long.

  He sat up. A piece of plaster rolled down his forehead, bounced on the tip of his nose, and landed on his chest. He ran one hand through his hair, and more bits of his wall dropped onto his lap. He looked up.

  Above him, two small knobs protruded from the plaster of his wall. One of the knobs was turning, very slightly. A small scraping noise grew until a final thump rained fine plaster dust down on Henry and his bed.

  For a few minutes, Henry simply stared—holding his breath, breathing heavily, and then holding it again. The knobs were so perfectly still that he began to wonder if one had actually moved. He had been sleeping. He could have dreamed it.

  I didn’t dream it, he told himself. They’re right there, sticking through my wall. Henry knew what was on the other side of the wall—absolutely nothing. One floor down, the girls’ window looked out over the fields, and beneath that, there was the kitchen wall, a mudroom door, and the grass that ran down to the barn.

  Henry turned around and carefully poked at the knobs, then began picking chunks of plaster off the wall. Leaving a pile of dust on his blanket, he cleared out the area around both knobs and discovered a square metal door no more than eight inches wide, tarnished and stained green and brown under the dust. He leaned forward to take a closer look at the knobs themselves. His shadow wouldn’t get out of the way, so he brought his lamp over onto the bed beside him.

  The knobs were in the center of the door. They were a very old and dull brass, slender—hardly knobs at all—with filthy broad skirts. Henry took one in each hand and turned them. They spun easily and silently, but nothing happened. One large arrow stuck out of each skirt. Around the left-hand knob, symbols had been inlaid into the door, and around the knob on the right, numerals. The symbols on the left began with A and ended—back beside the A—with something like a G. He didn’t recognize the others. The knob on the right was simpler. It was surrounded by letters that he knew were actually numbers: I to XXII in Roman numerals. He counted the strange alphabet on the left and found that there were nineteen letters.

  Henry had never been terribly good at math, but he knew he would have to multiply nineteen by twenty-two to find out how many possible combinations there could be to open the door. But knowing what he needed to do and being able to do it were two different things. After several attempts to do the math in his head, he left his room and went as quietly as he could down his stairs, to the second-story landing, and down again. He was less careful once he was on the first floor and made his way quickly into the kitchen, where he began rooting through the junk drawer for a pencil. He found a pen and a small instruction manual for a blender. He tore the back page off and hurried upstairs.

  Back in the attic, Henry ran on his toes straight to his small room and knelt on his bed. The knobs had not disappeared. He scratched out the math on his bit of paper: 22 times 19 was…418. Henry sat back and looked at the number: 418 was a lot.

  “What are you doing?” a voice asked from behind him. Henrietta stood in his doorway. Her thick hair stuck out from her head and a pillow crease ran down her cheek, but her eyes were bright. “I heard you coming do
wn the stairs.” She stepped into his room, looking past him. “What did you do to the wall?”

  Henry coughed and unswallowed his Adam’s apple. “I didn’t do anything. It just cracked, and I was trying to see what was underneath the plaster.” Henry turned to the wall. “I found this little door. And it won’t open unless you know the combination, and I figured out that there are 418 possible combinations and only one of them will work, and I’m going to try all of them until I get it open.”

  Henrietta knelt on the bed beside him. “What do you think’s inside?” she asked.

  Henry sat quietly for a moment. “I don’t know yet,” he admitted.

  “Yes, but what do you think?”

  Henry searched his mind for anything that could be kept behind small, hidden doors.

  “Somebody’s old things, maybe,” he said. “Socks or a pair of shoes. Some old fountain pens would be cool.”

  “Oh,” Henrietta said. “I was thinking there might be a map or a book explaining how to get to a secret city. Keys to a forgotten door or something. Maybe diamonds.”

  “Well,” Henry said, “I think I should start trying to get it open. I’m going to start backward. I’ll put this arrow on the last letter and then try it with all of the Roman numerals. Then I’ll do the next letter with all the Roman numerals, until I’ve done all 418.”

  “Okay,” said Henrietta, and she plopped back onto the bed to watch as Henry began turning the knobs and pulling on them. “I hope it’s a map,” she added.

  Henry had finished three and a half letters before she interrupted him for the first time.

  “How many are left, Henry?”

  Henry stopped and thought. “I’ve done 76. I can’t subtract 76 from 418 in my head, but there are more than 300 left.”

  He was done with five letters when she interrupted again.

  “Henry, what are those other marks on the knobs?”

  “What marks?” he asked.

  “Those ones,” Henrietta said, and she sat up on her knees and licked her thumbs. Henry moved out of her way and watched her rub the knobs clean. The large arrows he had been using stuck out of the knobs. When Henrietta sat back down, Henry could see three more arrows on each knob. Much smaller and on the surface of the skirts only, they divided the knobs into quarters.

  “They look like compasses,” Henrietta said. “See? The big arrow is how they do north on maps, and then there’s south, east, and west. I bet there is a map in there. What else would be behind compass knobs?”

  Henry didn’t answer. He slumped.

  “What’s wrong?” Henrietta asked.

  Henry flopped all the way back on the bed and clicked his teeth. “We’ll never get it open.”

  “We won’t? Why not?” she asked. “Stop grinding your teeth. There can’t be that many left.”

  “There’s way more. I don’t even know how to find out how many more. With four pointers on each knob, there could be thousands of combinations.”

  “Oh,” she said. “Maybe we should go to bed. We can figure it out tomorrow.”

  “Yeah. We should go to bed.” He looked at his blanket. “But first I should clean this up.”

  Henrietta stood and stretched. “Just take it downstairs and shake it outside.”

  Henry pulled his blanket up by its four corners and slung it over his shoulder like a sack. Then the two of them left his room and crept carefully down the stairs. They reached the girls’ room, whispered good night, and Henrietta hurried to her bunk. Henry continued downstairs to the mudroom. Stepping outside, he decided to go a little ways from the house so nobody would see plaster on the lawn. His bare feet were swallowed by the cool grass, but he didn’t notice. He was staring up at an enormous sky, heavily dusted with stars. A glaring two-thirds of a moon sat just above the horizon. He made his way down to the barn, went around the side, shook out his blanket, and sat down.

  Henry had never heard of such a thing as a forgotten door. Back at school, he never would have believed such things existed. But here was different. There was something strange about here. He felt just like he had when he’d found out that kids his age don’t ride in car seats and that boys pee standing up. He remembered unpacking his bags at boarding school while his roommate watched. His roommate had asked him what the helmet was for, and Henry had suddenly had the suspicious sensation that he had been kept in the dark, that the world was off behaving in one way while he, Henry, wore a helmet. He had barely prevented himself from answering his roommate honestly. The words “It’s a helmet my mom bought me to wear in PE” were replaced with “It’s for racing. I don’t think I’ll need it here.”

  Whatever was going on inside the wall in his room was much bigger than finding out that other boys didn’t have to wear helmets. If there really were forgotten doors and secret cities, and maps and books to tell you how to find them, then he needed to know. He looked around at the tall, dew-chilly grass and for a moment didn’t see grass. Instead, he saw millions of slender green blades made of sunlight and air, thick on the ground and gently blowing, tickling his now-damp feet, and all the while silently pulling life up out of the earth. Each was another kid without a helmet, a kid who knew how things were actually done.

  Above him, the stars twinkled with laughter. Galaxies looked. Nudged each other. Chuckled.

  “He didn’t know about secret cities,” Orion said. “His mother never told him.”

  The Great Bear smiled. “Did his dad tell him about forgotten doors?”

  “Never.”

  “Journals?”

  “Only having to do with science projects or bicycle trips.”

  “Maps?”

  “Mostly topographic, or the kind that shade countries in different colors based on gross national product or primary exports.”

  “Nothing with ‘Here be dragons’ on the edges?”

  “Never. He found a hidden cupboard with compass locks, and do you know what he thought was in it?”

  “A unicorn’s horn?”

  “Socks.”

  “Socks?”

  “Or pens.”

  “Pens?”

  Henry sighed. “I don’t even know how to work compass locks,” he said. He stood and started back to the house with a familiar feeling, the feeling of Now I know. The feeling that means tonight you will sneak down to the dormitory Dumpster with your helmet, a stack of nightgowns, and your therapeutic bear. The feeling of Tomorrow I will have changed.

  Henry walked into the kitchen and saw his knife on the counter. He picked it up and flipped it open. The blade’s proud new edge smiled at him. Pinning it open with his thumb, he climbed through the house to his room.

  The wind scratched its back along the side of the barn. The stars swung slowly across the roof of this world, and the grass swayed and grew, content to be the world’s carpet but still desiring to be taller.

  Henry knelt on his bed upstairs and pried plaster off the wall with his knife. His thumb ached.

  CHAPTER FOUR

  When day came to Kansas, its light crept in the round attic window and slid over the swamp cooler, stretching out across the old floor and some of the wall. At the end of the attic, one of Henry’s doors was open, and the light reached into the shadows and rested on a single bare foot. Once again, Henry had fallen asleep with his light on. Only this time it wasn’t so much falling asleep as it was collapsing across his bed as sleep dragged him down.

  You’re falling, the light whispered to the foot.

  Henry jerked, kicked the other door open, and sat up. He squinted at the daylight and then looked at the wall behind him. Plaster still hung in the corners near the ceiling, and behind his bed by the floor. But in a circle surrounding the compass locks the wall was clear. All of it was made up of small cupboard doors.

  Henry stood up and headed for the stairs. He was probably in trouble. Plaster rubble was all over his room and clung to his hands and arms. He could taste it in his mouth, his sinuses felt packed with the stuff, and his eyes itc
hed. And it was already morning. Everyone was probably up, and it would be impossible for him to hide what he’d been doing when he walked downstairs looking like something fossilized in plaster and dust.

  Standing at the top of his stairs, Henry could hear the dining room clock ticking, but nothing else. He stepped onto the top stair. It whined, but not too loudly. Breathing out, he took another step. He was expecting a slow creak, a pop, or even a crackle. He was not expecting a sharp piece of plaster.

  As Henry jumped back, his heel caught the stair. His other foot slipped. He landed on his shoulder blades, hitting his head and sliding to the bottom in a cloud of gray dust. He gasped, sure he was dead or at least paralyzed, but he could feel his toes throbbing. He jumped up and ran straight into the bathroom.

  Henrietta and Aunt Dotty, the only two who were roused by Henry’s rumbling descent, stepped out of their rooms and into the thin cloud of dust still floating down the attic stairs and settling on the green carpet. The shower turned on.

  “Back to bed, Henrietta,” Dotty said. “Your cousin needs a clock.” She yawned, and the two shuffled back to their rooms.

  Henry stood in the shower and watched a sandbar form below him. He kicked at it and smeared it with his feet until he’d forced it down the drain. When he was done, he scurried back up to the attic in a towel, his arms full of his filthy clothes.

  He stood in his doorway and assessed his room. His bed was almost completely hidden beneath chunks of plaster, big and small, while the floor looked like a cross between a beach and a gravel driveway. Dust was everywhere—all over his lamp, the walls, the inside of his doors, and even the floor a few feet outside his bedroom doors. He really had no idea how he was going to clean the mess up, but at the moment he didn’t care. He was staring at his wall.

  At the very first, when he had only just found the second door, he’d assumed the wall was some sort of built-in cabinet. But the second door was a very pale wood, almost white, completely different from the first door. He didn’t know what kind of wood it was, but then, nobody in Kansas would have. There were only two people alive who would recognize the wood in that door. One was a man living in a run-down apartment in a bad part of Orlando. He would have recognized it and then tried to find something strong to drink, because he very much wanted to believe that most of his childhood had not actually happened.